Day 12

Well last night was a total bust. My husband made a delicious dinner and we went through 2 bottles of wine and then I had a nightcap of 2 vodka-rocks. Consequently I didn't sleep well and I don't feel great today. I have to pack for a trip to Chicago for the rest of the week....I will be very busy with meetings all week so I am sure I wont drink but I am disappointed in myself now. Sometimes I wonder if its even worth trying to quit. Maybe I should just resign myself to this. No, that isn't a good idea. I am sure I will feel differently once I get a good nights sleep.