Day 17

I am back home now. I am so sick. I have a nasty sore throat. I have been drinking tea with honey and a little bit of scotch in it. Not enough to even get a buzz but enough to numb my throat. I wonder if its OK to have little bits of booze under these circumstances when I am trying to quit. Actually right now I am in so much pain that I dont care. A little scotch in my tea makes swallowing possible so I am doing it and I am not going to feel guilty about it. Well, not much anyway.